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by Joanne Clodfelter from Ohio, US

According to Dr. Hamer and his body of research called German New Medicine (GNM), all cancers and cancer-equivalent diseases are the result of a conflict shock which affects our brains, our emotions, and a particular organ, depending on where the shock has affected our brain. Dr. Hamer has proved his work in more than 40,000 cases. In German New Medicine, nothing is random in nature, and all “disease” is purposeful. There are only two types of tumors: conflict active or healing. The terms “malignant” and “benign” are irrelevant in GNM. There is no such thing as cancer “metastasis;” only additional conflict shocks, often brought on by members of the medical community!

Comment: Conventional cancer therapy, through its platforms of chemotherapy, radiation and surgery, is very often brutal and dehumanizing. These aren’t just stories “out there” - I’ve seen it happening to my loved ones, with my own eyes.

The worst part is, they often don’t even work. Why they are continually used and propagated boils down largely to one word: money; it’s a crime against humanity.

Here, Joanne describes her own journey and story. She spent a bomb to be, quite literally, experimented on and tortured by the medical system. It can be painful to read. But, thankfully, she walked away, and survived, finding healing through German New Medicine (GNM). In this article, she briefly describes GNM, too.

Since I walked away from conventional medical treatment in June, 2008, I feel great. What the medical community calls “ovarian cancer metastasized to the peritoneal cavity”, would, according to German New Medicine, be related to two different conflict shocks: a) a “profound loss conflict” and b) an “attack conflict” against the abdomen.

The knowledge of German New Medicine saved my life and empowered me in a way that nothing else could.

For more information about German New Medicine, visit www.germannewmedicine.ca.

The Conflict

My loss conflict was the loss of my childhood home. Even though I had not lived there for more than 30 years, it was my first and only home until I left at age 18 to go to college. I now live 5 minutes away from the house, and I always thought it would be there for me to visit whenever I wanted.

In 1951, my parents built the house in a suburb in Ohio. I was born in 1956. We were a middle class Catholic family. I have 3 brothers and 2 sisters. My father died of chemo from cancer in that house in 1994. After he died, one of my brothers moved in with my mother. He was in his 50’s at the time, and had never dated or had had a girlfriend. When my mother died of a heart attack in that house in 2001, we assumed that he would continue to live there as a bachelor the rest of his life.

Imagine my surprise when my brother announced that he was getting married four years after my mom’s death. He never dated anyone and now he was getting married??? My brother’s fiancée was very domineering. She quickly took over and told all of us brothers and sisters to get our “shit out of the house” because she was moving in and it was her house now.

Since my mother had died, we never went through anything in the house, because we considered my brother to be the caretaker. On December 26, 2005 all of my brothers and sisters gathered at the house to “rescue” belongings we wanted to have as memories of our family history.

The Healing Tumor

My last menstrual period was November, 2005. I was 49 years old, so doctors chalked it up to menopause. But in reality, my periods stopped in December. In GNM terms, I was conflict-active with a “profound loss conflict”, which involves the ovaries.

I did not attend my brother’s wedding. A month after the wedding I began to feel a ‘fullness’ in my pelvic area.

According to German New Medicine, during the conflict the tissue of my ovary was disintegrating. As soon as I resolved the conflict, the cells in my ovary started replenishing, which conventional medicine calls a cancerous tumor. German New Medicine calls it a healing tumor.

That fall I had an unusual experience which I now know was a sign that I was healing. My vision was so blurry that when it was time to renew my driver’s license, I made an appointment with my eye doctor and then went straight to the license bureau so I could be assured that I could pass the vision test.

Diagnosis: Ovarian Cancer

In July, 2007, one and a half years after my brother’s fiancée told us that none of us were welcome in our childhood home, I was told after a routine gynecological exam that I had a tumor either on my ovary or uterus, and that I had to have a complete hysterectomy. I looked at the doctor and said I would rather die than have surgery. Then I walked out and never went back.

He then sent me a certified letter saying I was going to die if I did NOT have surgery.

I really believed that I could handle this on my own and cure myself. Despite all of their CT scans and ultrasounds, they couldn’t even tell me if the tumor was attached to my ovary or uterus. I was 50 years old, had never been in a hospital, and wanted nothing to do with the traditional medical community. It was at this time that I discovered the GNM website, and it made so much sense to me.

Ascites

I was doing o.k. until three months later, in October, when I ballooned out (like I was 6 months pregnant) with ascites. According to German New Medicine, an ascites is caused by water retention as a result of an “existence conflict”, typically triggered by a diagnosis shock and a fear that the physical life is at stake.

Now I got scared and went to another local doctor (Doctor Doom and Gloom.) He told me that if I didn’t have surgery I would have a bowel blockage, would have to have a colostomy, and the tumor was probably wrapped around the top of my leg and I might lose the leg. Remember, this is all based on not even being able to distinguish where the tumor was! He said the ascites was cancer cells breaking off and clogging my lymphatic system — an explanation I have never, ever read anywhere else. Dr. Doom and Gloom suggested getting another opinion. So I went up to an out-of-town university (an hour away) and saw Dr. Happy. Dr. Happy said “By golly, I don’t know what’s wrong with you. Let’s just get in there and see what we can find.” So who would you go to? Of course, I chose Dr. Happy.

My husband was afraid I would die without conventional medical treatment. He said that if I went the “alternative” route and died, he would never forgive himself. But if I went the chemo route and died, he’d know I’d done everything I could do to save my life.

Surgery, Chemo-Poison, and Complications

I had the surgery on December 28, 2007 at the university hospital. I had a complete hysterectomy. They removed an encapsulated tumor on my left ovary. I am left-handed, so the tumor on my left ovary was – accurately according to Dr. Hamer’s research - on my “partner” (brother/fiancée) side.

Even though I was told I was cancer free after the surgery, I was also told I had to have 6 rounds of chemo every 3 weeks in case there was any remaining “cancer.” “A million cancer cells can fit on the head of a pin,” said Dr. Happy.

After the surgery I had a lot of complications. I was hospitalized four times after the chemo-poison. I had continual leakage from the surgical scar resulting in hernia where only my skin (not muscle) was holding in my intestines. I lay on the couch downstairs, sick as can be, unable to move for 12 hours a day. Then when my husband came home from work, we had dinner and went upstairs and I slept another 12 hours. I lost 50 pounds, all of my hair, and looked like an Auschwitz survivor. I was ready to die. I created a “death” file on my computer, which included my will and a last letter to my husband. Death was preferable to life on chemo-poison. This went on for 4 months.

Another Conflict Shock

In March, I was admitted to the local hospital, because my blood pressure was so low, my organs were ready to shut down. While in the local hospital, I had a CT scan. They found a softball-sized abscess in my pelvis, which had been there since the surgery three months ago. Getting chemo-poison in addition to this abscess was making me extremely sick.

So here I am in the local hospital, and Dr. Happy and Dr. Doom and Gloom fought for 4 days over where I should be treated. I wanted to stay in the local hospital, but Dr. Happy insisted I come back up to the University hospital, an hour away. Talk about feeling like a piece of property! This wasn’t about me, but about the doctors’ egos. Dr. Happy won and they shipped me up to the University hospital.

While I was at the University hospital, they surgically inserted a tube for an external wound pump, which was supposed to suck out the abscess in my pelvic area. When I was taken to have the pump inserted, I was laying on the table. The doctor inserted the tube and I have never had such pain. It hurt so bad, like someone was ramming a red hot poker up my rectum, I naturally expected to feel some pain in my front, where it was being inserted, but not in the back like I did. It was a complete shock when I felt such searing pain in my behind. I hurt so bad, all I could do was whimper and say “that hurt.” The surgeon’s reply? “Good. (long pause) Now I know it’s in the right place.”

Chemo-Poison for the Rest of Your Life, and Then You Will Die

After the 4th chemo infusion, Dr. Happy at the University hospital told me that on the basis of the blood work, I had no more cancer. Just do 2 more chemos for assurance and I would be done. So I decided to transfer back to the local doctor, Dr. Doom and Gloom, for the last 2 chemo-poisons.

In June, 2008, after I completed a total of 6 rounds of chemo, I had a CT scan, which was “suspicious” when compared to the one I had in March, when they found the abscess. So I had a PET scan, which according to Dr. Doom and Gloom, showed a “peppering” of activity in the peritoneal cavity. He did not use the word tumors, but I knew that’s what he was talking about. He told me I could do heavy chemo for a month, light chemo every month for a year, or do nothing for 3 months. He said that I could expect to be on chemo the rest of my life, and then I would die. He recommended the heavy chemo; I chose to do nothing.

Decision Time

I was so devastated, but in the devastation was a gift. I was bound and determined not be held hostage by the medical community.

In my search for answers, I went back to the GNM website for the first time since all of this started and read that tumors in the peritoneal cavity are the result of being attacked in the abdomen. Immediately, I knew I was reading Truth with a capital T, and everything I had been through with the doctors had been nothing but the work of “sorcerers’ apprentices”, to use Dr. Hamer’s term.

I had no tumors before they surgically inserted the wound pump. I had them AFTER the doctor had inserted the pump. This is when I suffered the painful “attack” against my abdomen”. It still makes me cry when I realize that the tumor was Nature’s loving way of protecting me from more attacks!

I decided the best way for me to stay out of conflict was to stay out of doctor’s offices. Whatever was going on in my abdomen would heal on its own as long as I didn’t experience any more “attacks” against my belly.

I also decided that from now on my treatment decisions were going to be MY decisions. No longer was I going make decisions based on protecting my husband.

When we went into this, my husband had total faith in the conventional medical community, thinking that because we had good health insurance, I would get the best treatment available. But over the six months when I was in the clutches of the doctors, he saw how badly they treatment me; how they just made up reasons when they don’t have an answer; how they refused to take responsibility when they screwed up; and above all, the terrible toll the “treatment” took on me. He used to argue with me that GNM was no good — even though he didn’t know anything about it! When I finally told him that I was in charge now, because it was my life and my experience, he acquiesced. He finally realized that I would die (or be continually disabled) if I didn’t walk away from conventional medical treatment.

The Healing Continues

After the hysterectomy and all of its complications, I was left with a very scarred abdomen and a huge hernia. I knew that if I went back to the doctors who had done the damage, it would throw me back into conflict because I had no trust in them. So I decided to go to Malaysia and have a plastic surgeon, whom I knew and trusted, do the surgery.

At the same time, by the fall of 2008, I had regained the 50 pounds I’d lost in the past year, but also gained 10 more. My left leg was noticeably bigger than my right one. Conventional medicine would say that when the doctor removed the 20 lymph nodes during the hysterectomy, that he removed a key one and my lymphatic system was getting clogged up. I chose to believe that I still had a lingering existence conflict and that’s why the leg was holding water.

In January 2009, I went to Malaysia for the corrective surgery. Everything went well. But then one week after I returned back to the U.S., I experienced the worst case of bronchitis ever. It wasn’t just an occasional cough. It was a horrible experience. I couldn’t get out of bed, coughed 16 hours a day, couldn’t sleep at night, and every muscle in my body ached. Rather than panicking, I reviewed my GNM notes and read that we develop bronchitis when we are healing from a “fright scare conflict”. In GNM terms, my trip to Malaysia put me into healing of the scare fright conflict I experienced during 2008, when I was undergoing surgery and suffered through chemo.

Interestingly, with the bronchitis, within a week, my left leg went back down to normal size. By having a doctor I trusted to do the surgery in Malaysia, I was healing from my hanging existence conflict and could release the retained water.

The beauty of German New Medicine is that anyone can learn its principles. If you learn about GNM before you become sick, you learn how important it is to resolve conflict shocks before they can develop into a serious disease. If you learn about GNM while you are already struggling with a disease, it gives you reasons not to panic. GNM empowers you and helps you to understand that nothing that happens in your body is random, and everything in Nature has a purpose. With so much conflicting information everywhere about what causes and what doesn’t cause disease, GNM offers an explanation and a solution that is consistent and comforting.

Read another of Joanne’s articles, titled Tearing the Pink Ribbons from Our Eyes: Shredding the Myths about Cancer “Treatment” in the US, by clicking here.

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